It’s Day 6 of Diabetes Blog Week and we’re asked to share a favorite sentence or blog post from our writing. Though there are a number I could select—specifically any of those tagged, The First Year—I settled on one from a post titled External Genetistry, published eleven months after Lia’s diagnosis. In it, you can see I am still wrestling with the demons of her diagnosis but I am also beginning to scrap together the sentiments of acceptance, optimism, and action that continue to grow and take shape:
You could look into your own heart and listen to what it was saying to you only after her blood sugar had been taken and the insulin administered because it was then you felt the safest; you’d done what you needed to take care of her and so this was the best time to surrender to it with little worry of there arising any immediate problems. But you put yourself in jeopardy if you allowed yourself to stay in that one place too long. We were new to the whole operation and things could go wrong, sometimes quickly, so it was important not to forget that the requirement of any situation, good or bad, is not what you find in your hearts but how what is there turns to action.